Sad Poems: Daggers
Daggers The clouds are long past me But their shadows remain The sence of dark is enveloping seeming inhumane. What is immortality? I say it's just a word. I lost my faith,it's killing me But,it is so absured That I am slowly losing The battle I've already fought That I'm slowly losing Everything I've got. The only thing that i have left seems to be my skin And the thing I can't escape from Is the position that I'm in. I've managed to escape my family I've managed to escape my very best friend I've ran away from everything, But it's not yet to end. I know that I will not kill myself, But still I am afraid Of my insecurities in life Of the decisions I have made. I just want it to be done I want this to be gone I want the suffering to stop I just want to go on. The truth is I've been lying To you,and even me, I show you an innocent girl, A girl who is happy. But the truth is that I hate myself And everything around. I don't think my pain will stop, Till I'm six feet underm ground. I think that im used to the daggers in my heart. The happines will never flow The love won't ever start I won't accept your help, I will adapt to the pain... ...The clouds are coming back now...and its begun to rain... Sad poems by: Ryan Smucker
